Nov. 4th

Today, I am grateful for this space looking like this!

This space had a pile of leaves that I have been looking at and thinking that it should be picked up and cleaned up. 

My mental health kept me looking at it and thinking I should get that area cleaned up and I would feel better about my back yard area. 

I have a pool in my backyard for the first time and I didn't get this cleaned up and would complain about the leaves blowing in the pool and making it dirty. 

My mental health made me think that I didn't want to get my shoes dirty by cleaning this area up so I needed to wait until I found the right shoes to get it done. 

I have been struggling lately to do the habits and routines that I know will help my mental health but I started to get some of the clarity that I needed to get out of it. 

I wish it didn't take me so long to get my therapy sessions schedule and actually "do" what I know will help me feel healthier.

Dayt and I took a screen break and cleaned this area up and it took us 30 minutes. 

I have been saying this area has been needed to be cleaned for 4 months. 

​Today, this area is cleaned.